[ Lyrics ] Party, Love & Tragedy

1. How You Feel

Some people try to get around to see the world,
Others say they need their time at home.
Me for myself I never knew,
I'm walking down an avenue,
And I hope I'll find a place before I'm gone.
Don't tell me that I'm overbearing,
I can't stop myself from hearing,
Many words by many people,
Trying to be comfortable.

The more I hear the less I know,
Living is a fake popshow,
No one knows exactly where to go.
Can you tell me how you feel,
Can you make me feel that, too
Come on tell me how you feel,
Can you tell me how you feel
Is it right and is that good,
Come on make me feel that, too
Come on make me feel that, too

I always knew how good it feels to be alone
Now I know it's also good to share
And to be kind and just some time
Try to step over the line
That I had for myself
To keep letdowns away
Don't tell me that I'm egocentric
Do not say I'm not romantic
Try to change the stiff perspective,
I just cannot be receptive

The more I hear the less I know,
Living is a fake popshow,
No one knows exactly where to go.
Can you tell me how you feel,
Can you make me feel that, too
Come on tell me how you feel,
Can you tell me how you feel
Is it right and is that good,
Come on make me feel that, too
Come on make me feel that, too

2. Erdbeere

Another cigarette, another beer
Now tell me something that I want to hear
That you like my style, my band, my hair
That I could end up in your underwear

Know it’s ridiculous but I don’t care
Cause I got something in my pants to share
I got to puke goddamn I sway
And on my knees I heard her say

Let me tell you who you are
You want more than just a kiss
When I told you you’re the one
There’s still something that you miss
Guys like you don’t know themselves
But think they redefine what’s cool
Don’t want somebody who helps
Guys like you are fools

I need to scream and I need to dance
I’m full of joy and of ignorance
And there’s a ringing at the door again
Is that my best friends fuckin hot girlfriend?

Know it’s ridiculous but I don’t care
Cause I got something in my pants to share
I got to puke goddamn I sway
And on my knees I heard her say

Let me tell you who you are
You want more than just a kiss
When I told you you’re the one
There’s still something that you miss
Guys like you don’t know themselves
But think they redefine what’s cool
Don’t want somebody who helps
Guys like you are fools

[..]

Let me tell you who you are
You want more than just a kiss
When I told you you’re the one
There’s still something that you miss
Guys like you don’t know themselves
But think they redefine what’s cool
Don’t want somebody who helps
Guys like you are ..

Let me tell you who you are
You want more than just a kiss
When I told you you’re the one
There’s still something that you miss
Guys like you don’t know themselves
But think they redefine what’s cool
Don’t want somebody who helps
Guys like you are ..

3. The Quest

Now it’s coming up again and I scream
Is there anybody listening?
All those words again all this shit again
Nightmare I don’t care don’t share welfare
I don’t even care if our past is treated unfair
Is there anybody who can tell me where I stand
Is there anybody who can tell me who I am
Is there anybody who can tell me what the f*ck
Is wrong with them and with what I love

I don’t know what’s right and wrong
What doesn’t kill will make us strong
The quest is going on
All my days and through the nights
Are those argues worth the fight
I don’t know where I want to be
My fantasy is taking me away

And I cannot bleed no more I’m sick
Of always feeling down hit
Me in the face I’m deaf and disgraced
And I don’t want to be what you want me to be
I don my best but you don’t want to see
Done with it all it’s the final line
Done with it all it’s the final rhyme

I don’t know what’s right and wrong
What doesn’t kill will make us strong
The quest is going on
All my days and through the nights
Are those argues worth the fight
I don’t know where I want to be
My fantasy is taking me away

4. Let us lie

And now we lie together
Outside the world is passing by
I know I can’t feel better
It’s cause of you right by my side
And nothing else that matters
Now I begin to slip away
Can’t wait for another day right by your side
You dream away I’m still awake
The candle flame keeps me today
It makes you look like you are not from here
A delicate creature from another kind of nature
And I wish that moment wouldn’t disappear

So let us lie
Like the morning never comes
I’m by your side
This struck of luck will never end
Until I die I want you right by my side
To keep you when I’m away onto my mind

You’re all I need to see today
Cause you can make me feel the way
Nothing ever hurts us anyway
I see that you come to no harm
Calm down lie into my arm
And sleep the world we know and dread away

So let us lie
Like the morning never comes
I’m by your side
This struck of luck will never end
Until I die I want you right by my side
To keep you when I’m away onto my mind

5. I can wait

When I’m away you like to tell that you don’t care at all
And when I’m here you’d never say you’re feeling glad
The others say it’s not okay we’re riding for a fall
But when we split I’m feeling blue and you are sad

And will we ever learn to keep a better company
And will we ever learn or try to open up
We will give up cause we think that we will never fit
I don’t know how it’s about you I hope we’ll not

When I’m away you like to tell that you don’t care at all
And when I’m here you’d never say you’re feeling glad
The others say it’s not okay we’re riding for a fall
But when we split I’m feeling blue and you are sad

I got insecurities I got problems with my sleep
But I also know that it’s alright with me
I want to tell you what I feel but I’m afraid I’m going to fail
[Until the day when I will know you I can wait]

And in the dawn of day I know I want to be with you
But when the day is done I’m also into doubt
I’d really like to know the person that you really are
I’d really like to get to know you as you are

And will we ever learn to keep a better company
And will we ever learn or try to open up
We will give up cause we think that we will never fit
I don’t know how it’s about you I hope we’ll not

I got insecurities I got problems with my sleep
But I also know that it’s alright with me
I want to tell you what I feel but I’m afraid I’m going to fail
Until the day when I will know you I can wait

6. Ignorance & Consequences

You say I won't make it alone
Step back watch your back cause I've checked what you said
You can't distress me anymore
I'm very sure I'm self assured
Can Make me stuble but not fall
I'm here with me I'm doing fine
This is who I am and nothing more
You can't break me I won't break down

And there is so much left to say
You wouldn't get it anyway
And I can't say I'm here to stay
But I'm on my way

Ignorance and Consequences
hate and all its friends
Bitter past and glorious future
Life is a romance

You think you caught me go away
I'm not your slave and I'm okay
And I need help it's what you say
I hate advices anyway
You can't control me anymore
Come on and try to come on and try to
I'm no the same and that's for sure
Come on and find out you'll never find out

And there is so much left to say
You wouldn't get it anyway
And I can't say I'm here to stay
But I'm on my way

Ignorance and Consequences
hate and all its friends
Bitter past and glorious future
Life is a romance

This is a song about defence
And there is no more anxious suspense
You cannot put me in the shelf no more
I'm self-assured now

Ignorance and Consequences
hate and all its friends
Bitter past and glorious future
Life is a romance

7. You make me drown

It seems so hard to find
A reason why you never
Call me back at night
Will this last forever
All the lines adressed to you
I'll never send them
All emotions that appear
I will hold them

No more shelter from the rain
Give me lies or give me pain
Come on break me make me fall
Give me anything at all
Give me trouble give a sign
Just remember me sometime
I give away you don't give back
Your ignorance make me

Refresh all the memories
Repeat the melodies
Break up all the scars
You're here but so far
Remember the details
As if they were great tales
You make me drown
You make me drown

All I need is just one call
Is it worth it after all
I throw the pics of you away
Waiting for a better day
But there's a smell or just a sign
Memories are back in line
I want to leave I want to quit
But it come back to me I

Refresh all the memories
Repeat the melodies
Break up all the scars
You're here but so far
Remember the details
As if they were great tales
You make me drown
You make me drown

Refresh all the memories
Repeat the melodies
Break up all the scars
You're here but so far
Remember the details
As if they were great tales
You make me drown
You make me drown

8. It's going down

It seems like no one else around
When I feel so frustrated
Not in the light not in the sound
But when it's gone I hate it
And when I'm down I can't deny
That no one else can read my mind
The days and weeks are going by

And I'm alone it's going down
And I feel lost I can't be found
I'm in the dark I'm in the clouds
Fall in the ocean I cannot drown
It's going down

All my intensions all I own
It seems like no one saves it
A quarter of my life is gone
I'm desperate I can't help it

And when I'm down I can't deny
That no one else can read my mind
The days and weeks are going by

And I'm alone it's going down
And I feel lost I can't be found
I'm in the dark I'm in the clouds
Fall in the ocean I cannot drown
It's going down

And I'm alone it's going down
And I feel lost I can't be found
I'm in the dark I'm in the clouds
Fall in the ocean I cannot drown
It's going down
It's going down
It's going

9. Expectations

This is our time to turn it on tonight
We got no regrets and no control we're in the light
And we're not alone check out your cell phone
And call everyone you know let's get away from home

And I want you to know I'm here
It's the perfect atmosphere
Take another can of beer
The party is over there we're near
So come on take me by the hand
As if you were my girlfriend
Everything will be alright
And this is our night

Expectations
Complications
I love to see your face again
I hate to see your new boyfriend
New direction
Old infection
Time to burn the boarders down
Time to get away from home

This is our time see the sun it shines
This is all I need to see to know it's our night
And this is not a dream she has always been
Your favorite girl in school
Now she becks to you from in the pool

Expectations
Complications
I love to see your face again
I hate to see your new boyfriend
New direction
Old infection
Time to burn the boarders down
Time to get away from home

You say the daily grind is hard I know
Forget your job your school and lose control
Cause we can make it right
You look afraid but kind
Let's make it our night
Make it our night

Expectations
Complications
I love to see your face again
I hate to see your new boyfriend
New direction
Old infection
Time to burn the boarders down
Time to get away from home

10. Nothing in my hands

Can you tell me what the hell went wrong
Give me a reason or an explanation
I'm desperate now for way too long
And no I'm on my own with my frustration

Now I'm standing here with nothing in my hands
Now I'm standing here I'm on my own now
Now I'm standing here with nothing in my hands
Now I'm standing here I'm all alone

Never thought I'd live like this again
Never thought I'd live in isolation
Never thought I'd be broken man
Never thought Iit could be my reaction

Now I'm standing here with nothing in my hands
Now I'm standing here I'm on my own now
Now I'm standing here with nothing in my hands
Now I'm standing here I'm all alone

11. Now I'm fallin

We couldn't talk to make it through
We couldn't help it
Wanted the same things just like you
We couldn't solve it
Now we broke up and that's alright for you
The reason why I'm up all night is you
And now I'm scared of everything we do
And now I'm scared of everything

Now I'm falling take my memories away and
Make them vanish into long forgotten dreams
Now I'm falling take my memories away and
Make them vanish into hope

You fell asleep I stayed awake
Still then I felt it
We never did articulate
We couldn't deal with
And then I felt like I don't fit with you
The one I miss like I'm a kid is you
And now I'm hating everything we do
And now I'm hating everything

Now I'm falling take my memories away and
Make them vanish into long forgotten dreams
Now I'm falling take my memories away and
Make them vanish into hope

And I know one day I'm fine but I don't want it like that
I don't want to forget a single moment we had
You were so beautiful oh god everything comes back
My heart's getting sick and this is all in my head
So make it go away I'll take the ship and sail
To find a secret bay alone

Now I'm falling take my memories away and
Make them vanish into long forgotten dreams
Now I'm falling take my memories away and
Make them vanish into hope

12. Tell me

Just like I said you are back
I’ve been trying to forget
What we had what we said
How you kicked me in the back
And I cried I denied
You were slipping out of sight
Endless fights sleepless nights
And I couldn’t get me right

And it’s okay it’s what I learn
What I do is what I earn
Now you tell me you are lonely
And you want me to return
It’s okay it’s what I learn
What I do is what I earn
And what I do is what I earn

So tell me did we have our time
And will we have a second try
So tell me when it’s time to fight
I know we’ll have a second try

It’s hard to breathe and I can’t see
What’s the best for you and me
I want to make your world right
Oh can you see the sunlight

And it’s okay it’s what I learn
What I do is what I earn
Now you tell me you are lonely
And you want me to return
It’s okay it’s what I learn
What I do is what I earn
And what I do is what I earn

So tell me did we have our time
And will we have a second try
So tell me when it’s time to fight
I know we’ll have a second try

13. I’m a mess

This is all I need
This is what I thought
Now I’m getting closer
To what I really want to have into my life
Good decisions need their time
I made mistakes but they are all mine
And you know how I am

Cause I confess I’m a mess
We all try to take the best
We want more self-assured
But on the inside
We never rest it’s all a test
I never found out what’s the best
I can try but I don’t know how to end this

I’m afraid of more
I’m afraid of less
And I’m in a quandary
When someone tries to offer me a better chance
I never had confidence
Try to show some understanding
You know how I am

Cause I confess I’m a mess
We all try to take the best
We want more self-assured
But on the inside
We never rest it’s all a test
I never found out what’s the best
I can try but I don’t know how to end this

So take it all away
I stand in my own way
I scream I don’t need help
So force me or I’ll break
Cause I’m so full of doubt
I’m lost into the crowd
And when I’m on my own
I’m searching for a place to call my home

[ This is all I need
This is what I thought
Now I’m getting closer
To what I really want to have into my life
Good decisions need their time
I made mistakes but they are all mine
And you know how I am ]

Cause I confess I’m a mess
We all try to take the best
We want more self-assured
But on the inside
We never rest it’s all a test
I never found out what’s the best
I can try but I don’t know how to end this